World of Men

Yes, I had to dump my project in Brazil. I ended up shooting 3 scenes, but then took the rest of the time to relax and catch up on some work.

The Brazilian economy has been booming for the past few years which is one reason models down there are asking for much more money that American or European models want. When I first went to Brazil in 1997 their economy crashed 2 days into my trip slashing the Real (their currency) in half. The banks shut down to locals and there was mass panic about prices and access to money.

Things have changed! Unlike the US, Brazil has been highly protective of their own companies, not allowing them to outsource into cheaper labor markets such as China. Brazil also took great pride in domestic  ethanol and oil production making them less reliant on the other countries to fuel their economy (literally).

In the mean time they elected a socialist leader, Lula. Hated by the rich, but champion of the poor, Lula taxed the rich and re-distributed the wealth to help the poorer areas build infrastructure and jobs. After a few tough years Lula’s policies worked! They worked so well that even the people in the favelas started paying for electricity instead of stealing it. The main goal of Lula was to increase jobs for everyone and not only the rich by ensuring no OUTSOURCING! (Take a good lesson America!)

As the economy increased more and more people were able to find jobs and more and more “models” raised their rates. With the Real raising against the US$ and Brazilians, a very proud group of people, just could not accept the lower model payments being offered to them. The Brazilians also see us producers as making a lot of money off of them and living in million dollar mansions in the Hollywood Hills. They want more of the cut of the profit since it is them on film showing off their assets. I kind of equate this logic to the Walmart cashier demanding to have the same salary as upper management since they are the hard workers. Well, it just doesn’t work that way so I had to let them know I was taking my $$ back home.

I met Rogan a while back at The Abbey in West Hollywood. When I saw him from across the bar talking to a girl I really thought they must have been one of those straight couples that wandered into The Abbey. However, my friend took me over directly to him and introduced me to him. Later that night Rogan kept on brushing up against me so I finally brushed back a bit stronger. Well, you can probably tell what that eventually led to! Anyway, when I went to Australia to film (where Rogan is from) I asked Rogan to do porn for me and he was more than happy to, especially with big hot thick hairy, yet young (22 to be exact), Josh Harris. I took Josh and Rogan out one night so they could get use to each other and they really hit it off… just watch the video and see the chemistry fly!

It started with a beer or two

Then Rogan went after Josh's fat uncut cock

Then Josh tempted Rogan with his tight hairy hole and fat cock

And Rogan went for it!

Then Rogan turned Josh over

Um, hot!

For the fourth year in a row I have been nominated by the GAYVNs for Best Pro-Amateur release. This time I am nominated for AUSTRALIA. I have won twice in a row for LEBANON and then EDINBURGH. Last year I was nominated, but did not win. I hope this year makes win #3 for me!

I have also been nominated for best Porn Star Website! I am unique in that category for many reasons and hope I win!

I have been commenting lately on my battle with the bulge which you can clearly see the girth on my stomach in some of my recent scenes. My business partner actually showed me one photo which I was completely devastated by. I will post that photo soon, as long as he has not thrown it away yet.

But in this posting I want to talk about a more serious issue: alcoholism. I wonder myself sometimes if I was an alcoholic, but the true signs were just not there. I never keep alcohol in my house and I never was sneaking it around. But what did happen was massive alcohol consumption on my part until March of this year.

I have always been a social drinker. When I was in my early 20′s I limited drinks out and about to 2 per night. Why did I increase past that rate of consumption? Well, I have a dark secret that I am sure many of you deal with. It’s called depression. I battled chronic depression when I first moved to Miami 14 years ago. I was not happy with anything…really, anything. Back then I took my anger out at the gym, thus, that is how I built my body. Starting about 5 years ago though, ironically when I started my own porn company, I had many ups and downs as with anyone starting their own business wanting their business to take off quickly.  Bouts of depression compounded with easy access to free alcohol when I went out compromised my healthy balance of 2 to 3 drinks. About one year ago I was in a dispute with a contractor, had a bad car accident, and was dealing with several issues with my business partner and all of that led to heavy social drinking.

The concoction that really threw me over was sugar-free Red Bull with Jagermeister. And I must not forget my love affair of Kettle One with Apple Pucker. Because I didn’t have to wake up at a certain time to go to work, I was going out and downing alcohol like no tomorrow.

So what happened to make me stop? Well, I came back from my Australia-Europe 3 month long trip to my home in Miami Beach and the first night I wandered out to 2 different bars sucking up free drinks left and right. I remember it was one last Jager and Red Bull that threw me over. I stumbled out onto Lincoln Road and made it about 1 block before I plopped myself comfortably into the bushes to sleep off my alcohol induced dizzy buzz. The next morning during the 6am walk home (still drunk) I promised myself I would not drink like that again. Not only was the alcohol adding to my battle of the bulge, but it was also not covering up my depression very well and the next morning (well, more like afternoon) was not such a happy experience either.

If you see me out now with a drink, you should know I am limiting my drinks and very conscious of my condition. Since I started giving up liquor I have noticed I have been happier and it has been much easier to lose that girth around my waist.

-Collin

Sometimes I have models that only want to do scenes with me. Rene is one of them. When I saw pictures of Rene online I really thought he was hot, but then when he stopped by my hotel room, I really was excited to have him on my site (and play with him!) Rene is one of my models I wanted to start out in the shower as the water flowed over his thin, tight muscular body. As I watched him shower I really got horny, then he got hard because I was watching him play with himself until finally I had to break in and start playing with him. There’s not too much to say about this scene because everything came together so perfectly, but I must say, this is one of the few scene I look at the footage and get excited all over again.

It all started with a passionate kiss

I then inspected the goods. Yes, they are tight!

Then I inserted....slowly...I said its tight!

After four months of hard work at the gym I flew to Los Angeles to shoot some scenes for my website. After eating at a Carl’s Jr. my stomach took a turn for the worse. For 3 days I could not, so did not, eat. Thus, one great stomach flu provided by Carl’s Jr. and voila! A new body. It’s been an up hill battle to keep the new figure, but I am determined to never let my body go again. I am 35 years old and at this age, one’s body does not rebound so easily!

Thanks for the stomach bug Carl's Jr.!

There are many factors that can contribute to weight gain. For me, it was depression caused by my website going down for one month (no, not the recent 2 week lapse, but back in September of 2009). The other contributing factor was a heavy travel schedule and not scheduling time for the gym. My recent downfall of my body started in October of 2009 and then big changes occurred on my trip to Australia to film a new movie.

I arrived in Australia December 30th, 2009, and needed some time to settle in and feel normal. After a few days I started in at the gym, but as I was not making good progress with my movie so I stopped going to focus on work. The food in Austrlia also caused issues. I never realized how expensive food was in Australia until I saw the prices first hand so I started eating at McDonald’s to save money and have a full meal. At least with fast food I could eat a lot for only $US8 instead of $US20 for a simple meal with not much food on the plate. I basically gave up on the gym and watching what I ate so after 2 months of a very stressful trip I came back to the US in mid February with quite the interesting stomach in addition to my muscles just hanging out for the ride.

When I arrived back from Australia I was in Los Angeles for one week, but one week of gym cannot fix 3 months of not watching what I eat and not working out. I then continued on to Europe for another stressful trip that lasted for nearly 1 month.

I arrived back in Miami on March 20th, took one day to relax, and then started a new gym routine:

morning cardio then late afternoon work out

I started to see a little bit of progress about 3 weeks after this rigorous gym schedule and cooking my own healthy food. You can see below the monthly progresss below. Nothing beats a good work out, eating healthy, and staying home.

The blob! Day one

After one month

Month 2...getting better

Month 4: abs starting to come back

Every once in a while I find a younger smooth guy that I can tell just really loves to get fucked by big dicks like mine. In this case I found Justin, or rather, he found me. It turns out that he was a big fan and been dreaming about having sex with me for a long time. So, I took a look at his smooth, ripped features, with a great face, awesome facial stubble and lightly hairy legs just how fair colored guys always have and I decided that I would have to get on the next plane to Prague to meet Justin in person and finally make his fantasy cum true….

If you know where it is, then guess it!

Hot boy and daddy!

Justin wants it!

So I gave it to him!

Come see me this Wednesday at Mickey’s in WeHo. I’ll serve you a stiff drink!

Tony Aziz convinced me to come dance with him at Powerhouse in San Francisco. What you missed was our public display of affection and me licking Jaegermeister off his ass.

You really missed our private times changing in the basement though, but here’s a peek!